tears

there're times, when we're growing up, being a teenage, being an adult, we felt someone different. we miss the way we are threated as a child. the way mom and dad gave a big hug when we cried. now, I miss them. i cried out night, feeling clumsy, lonely, childish. why people should change? why the condition should change? why we have to be apart with people we loved?

simply answer of that sort questions, cause we're living. everything change, people change, world change. i knew that but i dont know when i could accept everything. I use to but my heart not. you know how it feels?